Taman Negara Trip.....

Fuh, dh lame x update blog ni...ade gak kwn2 yg suh aku update blog..cume xde mase je lately..kinda buat2 bz byk keje..ahaha...well, dlm busy2 pun sempat la aku join trip my Hospital g Taman Negara Pahang kat Kuala Tahan nun....it was awesome!1st time aku taman negara tu sejak 24tahun menghuni Pahang ni..alhamdulillah sampai gak aku ke sana....ramai kwn2 yg jeles sbb dorg x g lg..hehehe.......ni baru mukadimah..nnt aku sambung lagi cite pasal trip ni..it was fun and syiokkk.....hehe....

Berhabuk!!!

Dh lame x update blog ni..berhabuk sakan kat sini......erm maybe esok lusa tulat atau minggu depan aku update with lots of things to share........papepun kehidupan aku sekarang sgt byk ajar aku tentang hidup.....catch u later....chow!

I always like this song. its really convey myself...i dedicate this song to one important person in my life....Hope **** read this....
~EVERYTHING I HAVE : CLAY AIKENS~

I feel like I never measure up to who you see
Sometimes I think I can't give you all the love you need
You keep changing everyday
Amazing me in everyway.

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I never dreamed I could ever feel the way I do
I hope and pray I will always be enough for you
I can only do my best
I have to trust you with the rest

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I promise I will hold you through the changes and fears
When life seems unclear
And when I can't be right there with you
I know there's angels by your side

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything... I have

L,I.F.E

it came across my mind that life is full of surprises. we absolutely cant predict what will happen in the future. even a second in advance. we might be breathing now but after a minute @ two we never know what will happen.are we still breathing?are we dead?its all Allah's power. He will decide whats best for us. He had a very good plan and in order for us to have that kind of good life, we might face a lot of obstacles.....we never can predict the future.never.we can just pray and hope the best for us........well, life is not easy though....~that's how Shawal see things~~

The Jacket......

I admit that im totally a fanatic fan of a jacket..wherever i went, they always captivate my eyes...but not all those jackets im capable to buy (of course most of them costs a massive RM****....)so what i always did was; I go into the boutique/garment shop, have a very confident face and try them all in front of a huge mirror without buying then at the end...seeing myself in those masculine-jacket made me feel very popular+good looking and really made my day..(i even could dream about them..ahahaha)
Lately I went to one shoping complex and i'd seen one nice jacket that i really wanted...it was a black-leather jacket from japan..the material was very good and the design suits me..i looked very good in it..(perasan)...though its just a jacket but it makes me happy to have it..i'll do my very best to save my money to have it..hehehe.u wait up my jacket...im gonna have u very soon...ahahahahaa.....~that's how Shawal see things~~

APA ADA PADA NAMA....?????

salam.....agak lame blog ini tidak di update oleh tuan empunya...rase2 nye dh dkat lebey 4bulan kot....agak busy dgn beban kerja seharian di lab & busy mengurus & mengatur kehidupan...ermm....terpanggil untuk menulis sesuatu kat blog ni ketika bosan berada di tempat org (Kuantan--menghadiri latihan attachment for 1 month---damn boring)...apa ada pada nama??tulisan ini bukan lah nk berhujah panjang ttg psychology & rahsia di sebalik nama tp cuma nk berkongsi pengalaman hidup dengan nama sendiri...hehehe....
bukan niat nk bangga dgn nama sendiri tapi byk gak cerita & kisah yg menarik dilalui ble ade name yg pelik2 ni....sampai naek nyampah nk tulis name sendiri pada borang2 rasmi..aishhhh....pd yang x tau, ye nama aku Shawal Maradona Bin Abdul wahab...and yes, it IS my real name as per MyKAD...ade gak yg x percaya name 'maradona' tu digandingkan dgn Shawal..mcm belacan bertemu mayonis (cmne la rasenye...) tp itulah kebenaran yang terpaksa dihadapi...hehehe...
teringat zaman kecik2 skolah rendah dlu...betapa malu & x suke nye nk guna nama 'maradona; tu pd kertas exam, lukisan pendidikan seni, buku latihan dan buku teks...takut kene ejek satu skolah...sampai la darjah 6 bile ade satu mase tu guru english (Mrs Lee) dtg & berkata 'shawal, kamu kne tulis fullname kamu mase UPSR nnt....'...arghh betapa kekok & peliknya rase bile nk mula menulis maradona di belakang shawal....hahaha....tp bile dh naek secondary school aku cube utk terus menggunakan name yg pelik tu walaupun terpaksa menempuh mcm2 seloroh & gelak tawa org..ape aku kesah...hahaha..lame2 aku dh confident dgn name sendiri & dh boley terima...tp still bile nk perkenalkan diri part maradona tu akan aku slowkan sket volume suara..hahaha....
dari aku sekolah, sampai la aku keje skrg ni bende yg same akan aku hadapi ble masuk tmpt baru....pernah sekali mase kat kolej matrix dlu, ade sorg brader fasi ni announce name aku (sbb lmbt g masjid kot..hahaha) kat masjid...tbe2 ade 2org freshie yg duk tepi aku dgn suke hatinye berbisik 'ape la name bdk tu, pelik je....'..aku hanya mampu tersenyum saje ble terdengar dorg berkata2...huhuhu....other than that, ade org igt aku ni org siam la, org sarawak la dan yg terbaru seorg kwn baru bertanya 'are u spanish??'..tidakkk.....aku melayu asli..haha...
bkn semuanya x best bile empunya nama pelik ni...ade gak perkara2 yg best...antaranye posmen kat umah aku dh tau umah aku ble ade surat utk aku...tgk name pn die dh knal rmh yg mane..pastu kalo time attend interview, name aku antara menda yg dorg tnye n bincang. so xde la rase tense sgt....kdg2 sbb nme aku dorg bley igt aku ble aku buat follow up..hehehe..dan yg paling best ble ade org akan tercari-cari aku ble 1st time dgr name..dorg nk tgk, match x name shawal maradona tu dgn physical nyee...hahahaha...(the answer is YES, sgt compatible)....
ape-ape pun aku percaya setiap individu ade kisah n kenangan sendiri pasal name masing2..bagi aku sekarang aku bersyukur & berterima kasih dgn ape juga pengalaman yg aku lalui..x sume org dpt rase....and aku bangga untuk menjadi individu pada nama sendiri...kadang2 kite x mungkin akan jadi exactly same dgn name kte tp as long as kte jd insan yang berguna & berjaya, tu adalah lebih baek..Diego Maradonna mungkin hebat dipadang bola tp ade ambik dadah..tapi aku adalah Shawal Maradona yg x ambik dadah tapi berguna utk masyarakat..insyaAllah....jadi bg aku just be yourself in a better way...apapepun, name aku memang SHAWAL MARADONA...xoxo