I always like this song. its really convey myself...i dedicate this song to one important person in my life....Hope **** read this....
~EVERYTHING I HAVE : CLAY AIKENS~

I feel like I never measure up to who you see
Sometimes I think I can't give you all the love you need
You keep changing everyday
Amazing me in everyway.

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I never dreamed I could ever feel the way I do
I hope and pray I will always be enough for you
I can only do my best
I have to trust you with the rest

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything I have

I promise I will hold you through the changes and fears
When life seems unclear
And when I can't be right there with you
I know there's angels by your side

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything

If I could be the perfect man in your eyes
I would give all I'm worth to be a part of your life
I could promise the world but it's out of my hands
I can only give you everything... I have

L,I.F.E

it came across my mind that life is full of surprises. we absolutely cant predict what will happen in the future. even a second in advance. we might be breathing now but after a minute @ two we never know what will happen.are we still breathing?are we dead?its all Allah's power. He will decide whats best for us. He had a very good plan and in order for us to have that kind of good life, we might face a lot of obstacles.....we never can predict the future.never.we can just pray and hope the best for us........well, life is not easy though....~that's how Shawal see things~~

The Jacket......

I admit that im totally a fanatic fan of a jacket..wherever i went, they always captivate my eyes...but not all those jackets im capable to buy (of course most of them costs a massive RM****....)so what i always did was; I go into the boutique/garment shop, have a very confident face and try them all in front of a huge mirror without buying then at the end...seeing myself in those masculine-jacket made me feel very popular+good looking and really made my day..(i even could dream about them..ahahaha)
Lately I went to one shoping complex and i'd seen one nice jacket that i really wanted...it was a black-leather jacket from japan..the material was very good and the design suits me..i looked very good in it..(perasan)...though its just a jacket but it makes me happy to have it..i'll do my very best to save my money to have it..hehehe.u wait up my jacket...im gonna have u very soon...ahahahahaa.....~that's how Shawal see things~~

APA ADA PADA NAMA....?????

salam.....agak lame blog ini tidak di update oleh tuan empunya...rase2 nye dh dkat lebey 4bulan kot....agak busy dgn beban kerja seharian di lab & busy mengurus & mengatur kehidupan...ermm....terpanggil untuk menulis sesuatu kat blog ni ketika bosan berada di tempat org (Kuantan--menghadiri latihan attachment for 1 month---damn boring)...apa ada pada nama??tulisan ini bukan lah nk berhujah panjang ttg psychology & rahsia di sebalik nama tp cuma nk berkongsi pengalaman hidup dengan nama sendiri...hehehe....
bukan niat nk bangga dgn nama sendiri tapi byk gak cerita & kisah yg menarik dilalui ble ade name yg pelik2 ni....sampai naek nyampah nk tulis name sendiri pada borang2 rasmi..aishhhh....pd yang x tau, ye nama aku Shawal Maradona Bin Abdul wahab...and yes, it IS my real name as per MyKAD...ade gak yg x percaya name 'maradona' tu digandingkan dgn Shawal..mcm belacan bertemu mayonis (cmne la rasenye...) tp itulah kebenaran yang terpaksa dihadapi...hehehe...
teringat zaman kecik2 skolah rendah dlu...betapa malu & x suke nye nk guna nama 'maradona; tu pd kertas exam, lukisan pendidikan seni, buku latihan dan buku teks...takut kene ejek satu skolah...sampai la darjah 6 bile ade satu mase tu guru english (Mrs Lee) dtg & berkata 'shawal, kamu kne tulis fullname kamu mase UPSR nnt....'...arghh betapa kekok & peliknya rase bile nk mula menulis maradona di belakang shawal....hahaha....tp bile dh naek secondary school aku cube utk terus menggunakan name yg pelik tu walaupun terpaksa menempuh mcm2 seloroh & gelak tawa org..ape aku kesah...hahaha..lame2 aku dh confident dgn name sendiri & dh boley terima...tp still bile nk perkenalkan diri part maradona tu akan aku slowkan sket volume suara..hahaha....
dari aku sekolah, sampai la aku keje skrg ni bende yg same akan aku hadapi ble masuk tmpt baru....pernah sekali mase kat kolej matrix dlu, ade sorg brader fasi ni announce name aku (sbb lmbt g masjid kot..hahaha) kat masjid...tbe2 ade 2org freshie yg duk tepi aku dgn suke hatinye berbisik 'ape la name bdk tu, pelik je....'..aku hanya mampu tersenyum saje ble terdengar dorg berkata2...huhuhu....other than that, ade org igt aku ni org siam la, org sarawak la dan yg terbaru seorg kwn baru bertanya 'are u spanish??'..tidakkk.....aku melayu asli..haha...
bkn semuanya x best bile empunya nama pelik ni...ade gak perkara2 yg best...antaranye posmen kat umah aku dh tau umah aku ble ade surat utk aku...tgk name pn die dh knal rmh yg mane..pastu kalo time attend interview, name aku antara menda yg dorg tnye n bincang. so xde la rase tense sgt....kdg2 sbb nme aku dorg bley igt aku ble aku buat follow up..hehehe..dan yg paling best ble ade org akan tercari-cari aku ble 1st time dgr name..dorg nk tgk, match x name shawal maradona tu dgn physical nyee...hahahaha...(the answer is YES, sgt compatible)....
ape-ape pun aku percaya setiap individu ade kisah n kenangan sendiri pasal name masing2..bagi aku sekarang aku bersyukur & berterima kasih dgn ape juga pengalaman yg aku lalui..x sume org dpt rase....and aku bangga untuk menjadi individu pada nama sendiri...kadang2 kite x mungkin akan jadi exactly same dgn name kte tp as long as kte jd insan yang berguna & berjaya, tu adalah lebih baek..Diego Maradonna mungkin hebat dipadang bola tp ade ambik dadah..tapi aku adalah Shawal Maradona yg x ambik dadah tapi berguna utk masyarakat..insyaAllah....jadi bg aku just be yourself in a better way...apapepun, name aku memang SHAWAL MARADONA...xoxo

Impian~~~

Everyone has a dream...and also stuffs/gadgets they are craving for...so do i...i dream to have a lot of things (if listed dlm ni sure penat org bace)...but there's a limitation in life to have what we want...if not, we wouldn't work so hard to have what we want...kn best kalo sume mende dlm dunia ni boley di beli dgn kata2...tp imposibble la plak kn...
by the way, im sooooooo damn wanna this:



but aku x mampu lg nk beli mende di atas...the only thing that i afford to buy at this moment to replace it is this little-cute-slim-baby of mine:



though its very different from what im expecting, its cool enuf for me...maybe blum rezki aku to have the huge one...maybe in future...
special CREDITS to SHAHMI SUAIDI & SHAZALI HUSSEIN for their company & advices to me b4 buying it....u guys are roxxx!!!!
teringat aku dgn tazkirah ketika melawat masjid negeri kat Kuantan last week time g meeting kat sane...tazkirah hadith tu bincang pasal Qada & Qadar..betapa ade manusia yg mempertikaikan Qada & Qadar Allah pd dorg....ustaz tu kate Qada tu ketentuan ape yg kite akan dpt dan Qadar tu mende ape yg kite dpt pd hari tu (sile btolkan aku if aku slh)..mcm kes aku, Qada aku adalah rezki sebuah camera..tp Qadar aku hanyalah camera yg comel ni...
lalu mengajar aku utk lebih bersyukur dgn ape yg diperolehi..Rezki Allah tu x terbatas..asalkan kite berusaha, bersyukur & berdoa pada-Nya, InsyaAllah kite dimurahkan rezki...~~~

Air Tangan~~

musim2 cuti sekolah ni ramai yg decide nk tamatkan zaman bujang dorg including my frens n rerlatives...well, mine lambat lg..x sampai seru lg...(ayat selamat)....sempat gak la attend a few wedding...they all were very happy celebrating their love day...sonok tgk dorg...my sister pun engage 20nov aritu...so aku help them to prepare all sort of things..jd runner pn ye gak..i got an assignment utk prepare mini pelamin utk engagement tu...its a very simple tp nice..air tangan pertama aku dlm bidang buatan pelamin...hahaha.sebulan gak la aku ambik mase utk cari n prepare materials ni..


tibe2 berangan nk bkak bisnes sewa n design pelamin plak..
org kate x salah ade angan2...
angan2 tu yg buat kte lg gigih berusaha nk make it happen....
tp angan2 tanpa azam x gune gak...~~

Gelabah~~~

Even arini aku ambik off, still its a very hectic day coz im helping my sister for her engagement..tujuan sebenar ambik cuti sbb nk habiskan annual leave yg berbaki 4 hari...( cam x berbaloi nk carry forward next year)...at least bley la aku lari dari workloads kat lab tu...lari dr complaint2 doctor yg mcm2 tu...bingit~~~...
so the day started just fine....aku g tman my mum g pasar kat town...in the meanwhile, aku g a few banks to settle some financial matters..so aku park la kat tepi pasar tempat my mum bli barang tadi...aku pn merayap la satu bandar tu (coz the banks located in different shop lots)utk settle my things...di pendekkan cte, lpas dh settle my business aku pn g balik ke pasar tu...
suddenly, i saw an old-flabby-policeman near my car...aku buat bodo jela...then my mum jerit suruh aku dtg cpt coz that policeman nk saman kete aku sbb PARKING KAT SITU...the truth is, kat situ xde pon signage ckp NO PARKING....in fact byk lg kete parking kat situ...die x bising plak..so aku pn berlari ke kete aku..oleh sbb mls nk bising2 n jage professionalism aku, aku pn stat kete n park tmpt laen...mase aku msuk kete tu polis tu membebel kat 'x kire la nk g bank ke, g mane2 pon jgn la park sini'....padahal kete laen die x bising plak...
then lpas aku cr park tmpt laen aku g pasar tu balik tlg angkat barang mak aku...guess what, kat tmpt aku park tu ade kete laen plak..and that !$#@# police ade kat situ doing nothing..x saman pn kete tu..my mum ckp tmpt tu mmg org biase parking..(i didnt know coz just move in to my hometown balik..)...
aku xtau ape problem polis tu dgn aku...mentang2 la polis, igt die tu berkuasa sgt ke....
i've learnt a few things:
1) kalau ade kuase pon jgn la gune sewenang-wenangnye...
2) beradab la dgn sape2 pon..x kire umur & bangsa...
3) park la kete anda di tempat yg betol..lol..

tp polis tu mmg GELABAH!!!!

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